broken-hearted is NOT the end of everything.

I hate myself now i dont even know why. well actually i do know why but its like aaaaaaaaaahhhh i'm being so stupid and selfish and stupid and selfish and i hate it. i dont know how to explain these thingy but I HATE IT. i hate the way that i make decision so fast and dont ever think about what happens next. see? I'm fckn dumb man. why do i have to be a bitch, while i know that there's someone who cares bout me and all the things i do. I dont even know why i said that 'suicidal words', i thought i'll be okay....... but whaaaaatttttt?????? gua cm bisa nyesel skrg. fak fak fak fak my world turns black hahahaha seriously.. i hate it all.

and this song really really makes me crying out loud..

If you come back to me, I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go
Can we go back to the days our love was strong?
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?
Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be..
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee

(Boys 2 Men - On Bended Knee)

that is what i'm thinkin bout lately. but yeah, its life man. you have to start moving on, trust me you DONT want to spend your life waiting for nothing, and make your heart depends on one person that is not that into you anymore. dont forget about things that we've done..lets just make it a beautiful memories. dont hate him or even yourself, its not anyone's fault, its just how things work,so make that how it supposed to be. and thanks to him, he MADE your life better after all. you were okay when he's not yours YET,right? then he came and made your life full of happiness,but then he walked away from you. and awfully he's already moved on. that wasnt a really happy scene,but come on, dont let it makes you down! you still have your bestfriends,your family, or maybbbbbe your guy friends.

now, all i'm trying to do is Forgive, Forget, and Move on... :)

better listen to this song!

But this time without crying

As she got into her car, she said

No, happily never after

That just ain't for me because finally

I know I deserve better after all

I'll never let another teardrop fall

(Pussycat Dolls - Happily Never After)

I love.. ?

mblehehe I'm so single. :)

Reading: pendidikan agama Islam..........

wish me luck for exams tomorrow!

hihi

A LOT LIKE VEGAS

So cash in all your chips tonight baby

Cause were going out of style.

We could leave this city, if only for a while.

We'll take this feeling to our graves

For every heart we betrayed.

No one can know about this.

I know we're so wrong
But it feels so right.
And its not a party,
If it happens every night.
I'm running on empty,
Your running out of luck.
So lets ditch this city,
Before we sober up

healtheworld.

heyya.
nothing's much.....
i've watched The Little Mermaid and Snow White btw. dan si Ursula mirip bu emir HAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAA(ketawa g brenti).

I'M LISTENING TO: HEAL THE WORLD - MICHAEL JACKSON. enak abis lagunya. :)

Old Disney movies are much better than HSM craps.. no offense evryone:)

hey guyss.

i've watched Cinderella 1, 2, 3, Beauty and the Beast, and also Sleeping Beauty yesterday. oh God i love ittttt.

i really adore Cinderella, she's sooooo kindhearted.

i also adore Belle, she loves books. Smartybeauty :D

and Aurora, damn she's so pretty, and had a beautiful voice.

and i think the best movie was........

Beauty and the Beast!!!

the story is goddamn interesting, terrifying, and also lovely. its interesting when Belle meets the Beast, its scary when the Beast couldn't control his temper, and its lovely when Belle says "I love you" to the beast so that the spell was broken and the Beast turned into a handsome prince.

I WILL WATCH THE OTHER OLD DISNEY MOVIES FOR SURRRRREEEE<3

haha. escape the fuckin fate.

ALLEEEEEEE COPY YAA :)

The rules:

Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
Tag your friends (let them know they've been tagged).
Once tagged, you gotta do it too.

My choice : Escape The Fate

1. Male or Female?
Ashley(maksutnya female)

2. Describe yourself!
It's Just Me

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
You Are So Beautiful (HAHAHAHA GOD DAMN IT)

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Let It Go

5. Describe Your Current Relationship!
We Won't Back Down

6. Where Would You Want To Be Now?
The Flood (ga gt juga sih)

7. How Do You Feel About Love?
My Apocalypse

8. What's your life like?
Smooth

9. What saddens you?
Something

10. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Friends And Alibis

11. Say something wise!
When I Go Out, I Want To Go Out On A Chariot Of Fire

12. What would you say to your friends in this note?
Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche (ga nyambung abis)